Shut up, kid
Nobody cares Smile and laugh Breathe in polluted air Shut up, kid Did you choke on your lies? You should have listened When we told you to die Shut up, kid Just go kill yourself You said you hated us Stop living in this hell Shut up, kid We hate you too Nobody cares What you've been through Shut up, kid You'll never make it here You hide all your feelings And wish to disappear Shut up, kid Nobody cares Nobody cares Nobody cares You're never going to get anywhere
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They slip out
Beautiful, blue tears Mix into puddles And puddles turn to streams Turn to rivers A river of tears The silver and green ones glitter On the bottom They are the pieces of my heart Slowly drifting off with the current But the tears Never stop flowing So the pieces will go to the ocean Along with the other lost souls Will my soul go too? I was listening to the music
I saw feelings in the air But when I reached to touch them They vanished away, disappeared I had a dream I was dying Slowly drifting off to sleep I saw a piece of hell Waiting, Impatient, for me. I wished to be so far away Would I escape his world someday? I want to know, I want to know And I was crying without pain I felt alive and I can't explain But now take me home Take me home, I don't belong You don't know me anymore. I was writing a poem The poem was a letter to you And for a moment I wished you were here But then again, it'd never been true And all this time I have been lying Oh, to all but myself I've been handing bullets to you, disguised as sea shells. And I wish I could run away Wish to escape this world someday I have to go, nobody knows And I was living without gain I felt alive and I can't explain But now take me home Take me home, I don't belong I got no other place to go Now take me home Take me home where I'll never belong You don't love me anymore. Now take me home, where I'll seldom belong I can't take it anymore. inspired by an old friend who used to talk to me about her family problems and what she went through during her childhood. You're an idiot
She said And I didn't correct her After all, She is my mother. What's wrong with you? She said And I didn't answer After all, She is my mother. I'm sorry I thought But I didn't say Because she only heard The words she wanted to hear After all, She is my mother. Letting go
Is giving up your favorite teddy bear Getting rid of your blankie Saying no to little kid tv shows Letting go Is hearing your parents say something about you But forgetting about it It's wanting to ask them what they said But forcing yourself not to Letting go Is skipping meals and sleepless nights Is crying when you know you should be happy Taking extra pills to numb the pain Letting go Is pulling the trigger Cutting too deep And giving up on life Letting go Is realizing that when you were a little kid You knew your parents were lying But you played along And suddenly you begin to question Everything they ever said I love you Do you really... Or are you just saying that because you're supposed to? And in the bottom of your heart You feel this overwhelming guilt and shame Because you know you're only living Because you're supposed to. Letting go Is how we hold on to the questions That we don't want to answer. Sometimes I think
I'm the only one Who wakes up each day And hates the sun I wish I could sleep Or at least stay home Instead of going to school Or checking my phone I want to sit still And listen and hear I need to be quiet Feel the presence near The sadness overcomes Feelings not found I want to be sad Until I Drown I turned on the water
And bubbles leaked out You might think I’m crazy But everyone doubts I went to the hallway And right there she stood The ghost of the girl That came from the woods It’s true though it seems Like stories and tales But the girl had a soul That left a faint trail A trail of blue tears The ones she had wept For lost ones and lovers And those still restless I called out her name The one you can’t know But fire in her eyes Started to grow The bubbles exploded My legs and hands shook I went to my room And found a notebook I opened a page And right there it was The letters she wrote To people because She never met them And neither did i But the last letter wrote Was called suicide I read it aloud I thought it was nice But then ghost girl came It was my turn to die. Worn out gloves
Big sweatshirts Pink rain coat Knee-length skirt Pearly sandals Cheap necklace Ruffled collar Socks with lace Remember when It’s all you had Remember when You weren’t sad Think of her That little girl You woke up And then you learned People love Sweet innocence But wait until The divergence Anxious and sad-eyed she waits
For something that will never return Her emotions, they rattle and shake These thoughts, they echo and burn. She wishes for what she should not Nothing she knows to be true Slowly devising a breathtaking plot But she’ll never, ever forget you. Yes, she will look in the mirror And maybe she’ll hate what she sees You’ll know that she says that soon she’ll be gone I just hope that girl isn’t me. “And at that moment, I swear we were infinite.”
Baby, don’t waste your breath on those meaningless words We use to fill up the silence. Just feel the night breeze on your face As you put the car window down And look at the thousands of dazzling lights Shinning from down below. Baby, it’s that kind of comfortable awkwardness When there’s no words that need to be said Just us, the tires, and the open road. For miles and miles ahead. It’s moments like these when I realize Maybe life is meant to be lived. Because we are lost in the middle of nowhere, Yet there’s no place in the world I’d rather be, With the blaring radio music We don’t even listen to As we’re singing along obnoxious and off tune To movie tracks from 2008 And I see the wind blowing through your hair, I can feel my heart racing, Because I never want this to end, Your parents blowing up your phone, But with you, That’s where I feel at home. |